'We all experience sorrow in our lives...there were times when it got too much and sometimes we wonder, how did I manage to get thru that?'
You can't think of anything other than wanting to scream
To have a fit, to smash everything you can get your hands on
To stomp until your bones crack
To punch until your fists bleed
An urge to destroy so powerful it reaches out to evil
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But you can only sit down and cry
Mourn the pain in your soul
Not knowing why you feel that way
Afraid of becoming a bad person
A time bomb in your heart
A grief so unfathomable
You even tried sitting motionless to stop from hurting
And end up crying even harder
You wish someone would come and save you
Stop the sorrow from killing you
Stay with you and hear what you want to say
Soothe the crippling cold fire and keep you from wondering astray
You pray, you did, for self control
For the life-saving smiles when patience is poor
Until you find that you've recovered
The deadly fire that burned became ashes
Feeling subdued and defeated
Too tired to care
Thinking maybe this is your way to heal
Then it starts
All over again
These torturous feelings that you don't understand...
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