Thanks For Accepting Me...Terima Kasih.

I am a broken human     
weak and flawed
stupidity trips me often
mistakes eat me raw
I lack in so many aspects
but you're still here
sometimes i wonder, dear
will there be us for another year
when people spit
you held out your hand
when people trash
you brought me in
you are the shelter that I've never ask for
you are the cloud that lessen the heat
you are the rain that revives
you are unexpected when you entered my life
how can you know me
and didn't walk away then
are you lost, angel?
perhaps a bit far from your heaven
but thank you for staying
life's a bit more pleasant
rainbows seems prettier 
or maybe it's just me
but still, thanks for accepting me
i mean it, truly and sincerely

aku manusia yang tidak sempurna
lemah disertai banyak kekhilafan
acapkali tersadung dengan kebodohan
dan terjerumus mentah-mentah ke jurang kesalahan
aku begitu banyak kekurangan
tapi kamu masih di sini
kekadang membuatkan aku tertanya
apakah akan masih ada 'kita' di masa hadapan
bila mereka meludahkan kesinisan
kamu mendekat menghulurkan tanganmu
bila mereka mencerca
kamu tidak menjauhiku
kamu ibarat tempat perlindungan yang tidak pernah ku bayangkan akan ada
kamu seperti awan yang meneduh bahang terik matahari
kamu laksana hujan yang menyuburkan kehidupan
kehadiranmu tidak pernah ku jangkakan
dan aku hairan, bagaimana kamu boleh mengenaliku
namun tidak berlalu pergi sejak itu
adakah kamu kehilangan arah, wahai jiwa yang baik hati?
sepertinya kamu terlalu jauh dari syurga tempat asalmu
terima kasih kerana ada di sini
hidup terasa lebih mudah
pelangi tergambar lebih indah
atau mungkin itu hanya mainan perasaan
walau apapun, aku menghargai penerimaanmu
sungguh, sejujurnya dari lubuk hatiku.

Sent Through HeartMail.
Status: Pending Until Msg Read.
Validity: Subject To Both Parties.
Mfg Date: 19/01/2013
Exp Date: Subject To Recipient.
Charge: Priceless

Dilemma

standing by the window
wishing upon the stars to help me
searching my memories for
what we've been through that i still don't see

i ask the moon a question
can he see you and what you are doing now
confused, to whom i should turn
want to make you understand but don't know how

i'm missing you and the way you touch my heart
unsure if you feels the same when we are apart
why am i afraid to say these words
am i just too hard for you to love

can't look straight into your eyes
but when i do i know what it says
i just can't do things right
and i understand what we both hide

sometimes i wonder for hours just thinking
what should i do about you
i toss and turn though i know i should not stay
cos when we care there is pain that is hard to bear

Effects of Love

    A tug at the corner of the beating heart   

    A rise of adrenaline    

    A surge of endorphine   

    Life felt better   

    Ordinary flowers look prettier   

    A smile for the enemy   

    Even a helping hand, maybe?   

    A little skip in every step   

    Ready to take on any crap   

    Savoring the buoyant feeling   

    Wondering about the ending   

    Then think, while all this lasts   

Just for a moment, I could let go of the past

And live for the present, aiming for the future

For all the pain and hurt I bear,

I've finally found my cure...

Kasih sayang mampu menghasilkan suatu kehebatan yang tidak dijangka dalam diri kita, tapi juga mampu membuat kita bertindak dalam super kebodohan. Yang sakitnya, masing-masing saling menyayangi tetapi aku tidak mampu menunjukkan dan membuat kamu percaya yang hati ini menganggap kamu lah yang terbaik. Dan mungkin itulah juga yang kamu kesalkan dalam hubungan kamu dengannya. Aku memandang kamu dan kamu masih memandang kepadanya. Aku membiarkan kerana aku faham, dalam masa yang sama aku memaki diri kerana kelemahan yang aku miliki menjadikan aku tidak mampu membuat kamu percaya pada apa yang ada dalam diri aku untuk kamu.

 - Why can't you understand that you are worthy of me? -

- Instead, I might be the one unworthy of you. -

Dear...

 DeaR, eVen The wEaTheR cAn bE pReDicTeD, BuT nOt yOu

In yOuR cOLd mAnnEr I fOunD diScoMfOrT, BuT i'Ve LeArnT

To aCcePt tHat LonG agO aS An inEviTabLe pOrTion oF hUmAn aTtitUdE

yOuR anGeR hAs goOd ReaSonS aNd fLawS, LikE mAny oTheRs

BuT i LoVe yOu, yOu aNd yOuR mOodSwinGs ☺☻

bEcaUsE i'Ve sEen ThE TenDeR pErsOn yOu ArE iNsiDE

My mOtiVaToR, mY hApPy mEmoRiEs, tHe ReaSOn I fEeL sO riGhT

AnD wHeN yOu siNg, yOuR vOiCe rAdiATe wArmTh, eXcePt wHen iT's rOcK

tHen WhEn yOu'Re dAzeD, yOu'Re JusT sO cLueLesS i LovE yOu MoRe

DeaR, eVen ThE aNsWeR tO tHe sImpLesT quEsTiOn i Can FoRGet...

♥♥♥ bUt nOt yOu  ♥♥♥