You See Me, But...

                                                                                                                        

you see a person who is more tactless than you are
 

you see a person who is more dependent

you see a person who is irritatingly timid

you see a person who is hardhearted

you see a person who is surly

you see a person who is me

you see a person who is unmotivated

you see a person who is irresponsible

you see a person who doesn't care

you see a person who is a nuisance

you see a person who has less potential

you see a person who has little use

you see a person who easily forgets

you see a person who could be taken advantage of

and who could be sneered at

you see someone who is not important

you see someone who is sometimes me

you see not the person i see as me

i see myself in the lights of positivity

even when i sink lower than you are i will still surface eventually

in my head sits a balance scale that is one-side heavy

bearing all your misperceptions of me

well, maybe it can't be changed that you think of me that way

i can still feel better because i found about us something that is fair

that even when you think of me as mere dust on your shoes

i don't bother to explain or gain status higher than your boots

cause i know there's others that think of you that way

and you're just not worthy of my day .

Dear...

 DeaR, eVen The wEaTheR cAn bE pReDicTeD, BuT nOt yOu

In yOuR cOLd mAnnEr I fOunD diScoMfOrT, BuT i'Ve LeArnT

To aCcePt tHat LonG agO aS An inEviTabLe pOrTion oF hUmAn aTtitUdE

yOuR anGeR hAs goOd ReaSonS aNd fLawS, LikE mAny oTheRs

BuT i LoVe yOu, yOu aNd yOuR mOodSwinGs ☺☻

bEcaUsE i'Ve sEen ThE TenDeR pErsOn yOu ArE iNsiDE

My mOtiVaToR, mY hApPy mEmoRiEs, tHe ReaSOn I fEeL sO riGhT

AnD wHeN yOu siNg, yOuR vOiCe rAdiATe wArmTh, eXcePt wHen iT's rOcK

tHen WhEn yOu'Re dAzeD, yOu'Re JusT sO cLueLesS i LovE yOu MoRe

DeaR, eVen ThE aNsWeR tO tHe sImpLesT quEsTiOn i Can FoRGet...

♥♥♥ bUt nOt yOu  ♥♥♥

I said I didn't care, but...

I said I didn't care
Thought I'm already okay
But time and time again
Patience wearing thin
My resolve crumbles
The guards got slain
Demons dance and sang
How can I live like this?
Am I right, whenever I think I'm wrong?
Am I harder than a stone?
I know that a diamond ain't me
Would you understand if I keep silent?
Would you despise me if I speak?
Would you forgive me if I can't stay?
And if I leave, would you be okay?